WHat I want is that feeling....it penetrates so deeply that chills of ecstacy race up my spine with even the slightest thought of her enters my mind. It makes my heart skip a beat when the phone rings...hoping it's her. Every cell of my being aches longingly when she is not near and throbs ecstatically with even the slightest touch. THat feeling in the pit of my stomache that, even after being together for a while, makes me nervous just like on our first date as I am on my way to see her. I am looking not for someone I want to live with, but rather someone I CANNOT live without.